The passing of time.

Today marked 6 months.
The passing of time feels different now.

Learning how to grieve is a challenge.  Not a challenge like learning how to waterski or to paint.
There is no right way to do it. Noone is teaching you or giving you pointers. Noone shouts out to you that you can do it. Half the time people probably forget that it is something you are doing at all.You can't quit. You can't take time off.
It sounds weird, but it is like a new skill. It's something you have to learn. It's work, it takes commitment and time. It's tricky too, because you have to do it to feel better. Do it too much though and you feel worse.
So I'll keep working at it. Right now it feels like something that I'll be working on for awhile.
Deuteronomy 33:27 The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.